Bila la nak abis semua ni!

Hello! Assalamualaikum guys.... this week its kinda like a roller coaster for me... its like i have a wound but rolling in packet of salt! menggelitik bhai! lotsa thing need to be done mate! ASS-ingnments, preparation for raya...and all those crappy things yang remeh temeh.... omaigod letih la... everything must be finished by next week.... (i.e: Mandarin videos, Marketing Assignment, My BEL311, and banyak lagi lah) tak baik mengeluh kan tapi apa nak buat, that's a life of a student yang monotonous.... plus this week i got busted by "penguins" (polis traffic).. tak memasal aku kena byar RM 40... banyak ooo.... dah la tak de duit... its all about that stupid P... its a secret :P.... haih dugaan Ramadan... takut this semester punya marks especially CTU and Mandarin... hopefully kekalkan aku punya pointer, makin turun takleh gak.....  i have to be more proactive... mesti score kat subjek yang senang at least aku mesti dapat 4A's for this semester... InsyaAllah, Amin..... kalau tak pointer will drop like aku tak pernah belajar... :( seriously macam ak hentak je kepala... kalau aku dpat result yang bukan2.... Ya Allah tolong la kau dpat pointer cantik2 this semester :)

Lonely, Isolated, Faking My Smiles

hi peeps! salam!.... sorry.. where have i been fora long times?  Dunno.... MIA for something... actually i want to share this, sometimes i feel that i am no so important, like an extra actor in a Soap Opera, just come and go, i came to a people life without leaving any deep sentimental value, maybe its come from myself (sorry,my bad) haha, funny ha? but thats the truth... maybe i am an evil creature that eating somebody else brain? (MIGHT BE) haha.... i am only come when needed... when everybody celebrate happiness i am the only person who people does not want to share their happiness? WHY? I don't know.... people also don't remember me.. i think only me know when is my birthday, what i like, what i dislikes, everything is only in my head. When i sad, nobody knew, when i am happy in the 9th clouds, i don't know with whom i am gonna share my happiness. i think i live in a new planet called "FARID" haha, #justsaying....... where am i?... i just need genuine ( a real one) people in my life (just One) thats enough to share my feelings whether it sad or happy, need a shoulder to cry upon. sometimes i smile nobody knows whats in my heart, being too patient is SICK.. but i cannot run from this situation.... i let people step on my head sometimes... i cant be fierce, i cant be furious...my shoulder are holding too much burden.... i like to keep my feeling inside my heart without people knowing them.... only me knew..and God.. sick of being a nice boy... nice person,  i am still an imperfectionist... 

P/S: If i lost, die, or sick do people still remember me :)?